Is it Christmas yet???....And Other Thoughts About Life At The Moment..

Im sooo ready!I am pretty much done shopping..Im ready for a tree...Im ready for lights...Im ready for giving...Im ready for baking....IM READY!:)

On other notes....Im discouraged...I feel like im not myself...in a sense....I have noooooo time to sew...between babysitting..then spending quality time with my kiddos...(Hunter is reading out loud to me at the moment:) ....I HAVE to sew..I sew for me..I sew for money..I sew for happy repeat customers....I havent gotten to sew or stock for like 3 weeks now...Its getting me discouraged and down....But i dont know what to do..so venting it is for now....Pray i get some time for sewing soon!

Busy Days!

So my days are so crazy busy...people who think SAHM's (stay at home moms) are just sitting around all day are full of crap,lol...like today i got up at 4 am...was babysitting by 5:20 am...my kiddos got up at 7 am(well...i made them stay in bed till then,ha ha)...then the fun begins lol....hungry kids,fighting,potty,play with me mom!look what i can do!can we do this?can we do that?Im starving!im hot!im cold!i need a snack!you just had a snack!lol...lol...yep thats in less than 1 hr!mind you i do this from 5:20 am till they all finally crash out around 8:30 pm....and by then im literally falling asleep where i sit(or lay)...lol...then just push repeat...i also do laundry,cook,clean,bathe little people,sew,try to get a shower myself(if im lucky!)...whew!im tired just typing this,ha ha....anywho i just felt the need to get this out! so there....now off to go sew...as the kiddos are fed(pizza bites and bananas!)......all that said...i love my kiddos more than anything,and i think this job is more rewarding than any other <3

Good Mom...

So for quite awhile ive been struggling with lots of things...ive been overwhelmed,and stressed,etc....well it causes issues in all aspects of my life....and i wanted it to get better.so for the past 3 or so days ive tried to change my look on things...i am trying to not complain as much about life situations...etc...ive had lots more patience with my kiddos...savoring special lil moments here and there...and the things that used to make me sooo upset.... now just inspire me to see how i can help help them,etc....ive been really patient with Noah lately..and im so excited i have found a few things that might help his busy lil body!!:)i find myself in a new time of appreciation and wonder of my children.im such a lucky mama to have 4 awesome,smart,beautiful,and healthy kiddos!

"Look! It's a Dora Mazagine!"lol....

So this morning was so nice!Zac,Eliana,Felicity,and I all went to town. We went to breakfast,paid bills,and went shopping! Which is my fav thing to do! ;P
We went to Walmart and bought a heater,yay:) I also got the kids 4 new $5 movies, some PJ pants for sewing dipes, and paper plates,lol... then we went to Big Lots... I bought a new laptop cooling fan, and a tin sign for my Don's (dad#2 <3 )Christmas care package I'm building <3 I really want to bless him,so i have tons of plans! <3 OH and I have a "Dont Tread On Me" knife I got online coming in the mail for him!:) Plus i plan on getting some salami,crackers,jerky,specialty beers,and im going to bake some treats:)Then we went to Fred Meyer to get a few groceries..including my fav GF pizza crust mix!Yum:) then Go-Gurt,creamer,beans,canned chicken,olives,XXX Vitamin Water(gotta have).Then we were just browsing around..Zac wanted to go look at the magazines...we turn into the aisle and Eliana Shouts " Look! It's a Dora Mazagine!!" lol...not magazine...but Maza-gine...ha ha:)


Today is my Friday!Ok...that's all now~

Tonight~

Tonight is BBQ hot dogs,and french fries....oh and Greys Anatomy!

I guess ill start again!

Ha ha...it's been too long...and i think i need this...An outlet of sorts:)Be seeing you soon!